i feel strangely calm even though ive lotsa stuff un-studied/practically did nothing for the whole day cos i wasnt feeling really well/realised i dint GET END OF LIFE ISSUE NOTES FOR MED! yesh im such a horrible girl! luckily i found out in time n asked jasmine abt it n its not TOOOO late cos the papers next next tues n i can get readings frm her during elderly paper which is FREAKIN NEXT MON! yesh 2 more days to my 1st paper n theres dance tmr n it makes me real cranky!

k im like uber random now n dont really know wad im talking abt. even though i hope to work in mpfsc in the future after studying elderly i feel like it's another option also.. working with elderly. n i was really sad i dint get to spend more time with my grandparents. i felt really guilty n told my mom we shd really visit ah-ma during the holidays (cos we're nv really close to her cos shes not my real ahma n sadly my family dint really visit her much. confusing yea?). i also miss ah-gong badly ): hais if i get to re-live my life (which is a topic i keep talking abt these days) i hope tht i get to talk to them more, understand them more.. n i really feel like callin my ex-client. hmm i know it's really sensitive (ethical issues blah) but i feel really guilty not calling or visiting her even though i told her i'll try my best to. i msged my supervisor before regarding this issue but she dint reply me the other time n i kinda forgot abt it when the sem got busier..

anws, work hard not only for the exams! but to be more competent as a sw-to-be! JIAYOU EVERYBODY!! (:

on a sidenote i cant wait for 1DEC *SCCCRRREEEEEEEEAAAAAMMMMMMSSSSS*